Hate me ?

Hari ni mood aku x okayy. enta npe tah. aku asyk cri psl dgn Capital I Biol otak aku hari ni. keje nk cri psl dgn org je. da hilg akal erh cik Dalilah ? aq da buat Capital I kecewa. Arh bnci diri aku sndiri ! Nape bodoh sgt kau, Dalilah ? mmg x pndai jga prasaan dhe lah kau ni. Dhe gler ambil brat psl kau, jga prasaan kau tp mcm ni cara kau bls blek ap yg dhe buat ? Sumpah, x brhati prot lgsg la kau ni, Dalilah.

Dear Capital I,

klau kmu tgah bca post ni, sye tau kmu sdg bnci diri ini. sbb diri ini byk skitkn ati kmu. sya mnx maaf. sya jahat. lg jht drpd ex kmu. kenn ? #yes, thats right! Thanks for being nice with me. tp cume sya je yg x baik pd kmu. sya jht pd kmu kenn ? kmu bole bnci diri sya ni. sbb diri sya ni mmg lyk dn ptut pun dbnci. sya slalu skitkn ati org, sbb tu org ptut bnci sya.

saya minx maaf klau slame kte brhubungn ni, sya byk skitkn hti kmu kenn. sya tau awk byk skit ati ngn sye. sbb sye ni lurus bndul, bodoh, x matured, loading. lg ape ? lgi snang ckp, sye ni ad ciri2 yg trok aje lah. sye x se-perfect pompuan len. sya ni sengal. sya ni suka sakitkn ati org. haha ! AKU POMPUAN TROK ! 

Okayy la. nk stop dulu. Mood aku da trbang gi ke mana tah. Sorry for being silly, Capital I :( 

#Love me as much as i love you :)

*Wednesday 15/8/2012 3:55 PM

My life Without G.U.Y

Assalamualaikum w.b.t 

Okayy, skrg ni sye suda smakin rajin utk meng-update blog sye >_< because da abs TRIAL waduh2, trial je blom PMR sbenr lgi. ish ish ish mybe lpas ni x confirm msih rjin nk meng-update, or not. because PMR lgi sebulan lebih je. skjp aje kenn, badge Form 3 2012 ? dh nk PMR sbenr da. sblum trlupa, Tahniah kpd candidate PMR yg dpt 8A / 9A trial ni. 

So, today's story not very formal because x mau formal formal ni. ngehngeh :D Right now, I'm more happier than before ! There's a word, actually not word but quote, mybe.. NO GUY, NO TEARS and that is the truth one, i'm happy because of NO GUY IN MY LIFE EXCEPT MY FATHER & BROTHER thanks to my beloved mother for helping me with my relationship with someone ni. Right now, kiteorg da x contact, and i really release. THANK YOU, MOM ! i'm not clash him yet but i will do it, mybe. because i'm not such a person that is too cruel with someone. i give him time, but that time is actually for him to practice his life without me :) Boy, you can live on without me, okayy. err, prasan sudaaa :/ 

Sye mnx maaf sbb sakitkn ati kamu, jika kmu bca post ni. mybe sye x brani tros trg lgi, but i write it here because i can't EYE TO EYE with you, SORRY :(  mybe lps kmu bca post ni, kmu rse bnci pd diri ini sbb buat diri kmu bgitu. I HAVE TO, OKAYY. IF NOT, MY MOM WILL BE SAD OF MY BEHAVIOR. sya tau kmu bole troskn idop tnpa diri ini, or being with other girls :) yes, sure you can, right ? thanks for this 2 years, because you being very very very kind to me. thank you so much. saya maafkn sgala ksalahn kmu pd sya. Why not , kite bole kwn kenn ? if that so, i'm willing to accept you as my bestfriend :D Hye, i'm your bestbuddy now. hehe. nice to know you all this long period of time. err, broken english. 

This is a song that is dedicate for you, my bestbuddy :)

Kau lah yang selalu

Selalu menemaniku

Mendengar kisah pahit manis

Hidup ku

Kau lah yang di situ

Setia menunggu ku

Kau lah yang satu

Menjadi sahabatku

#Sahabat-NajwaLatif

I think nk stop dulu. need to do revision :) till my finger touch the lappy again. see ya !

THANK YOU FOR

BEING MY 

FRIEND

*Tuesday 14/8/2012 9:37 PM

Capital I

Okayy, smnjk skian lma aku tak update blog, tetiba rase nk tkan2 lappy ni. im out of idea So, 5 alphabets to you SORRY Today's post is for someone that really really really special to me, the one who i met last year sorry broken english Capital I #silaberbangga 

Aku jumpe dhe tyme cousin's engagement. tyme tuh msing2 msih agk x byase, sbb we're different dhe peramah agaklah kenn start dri situ kiteorg knal, tp x rpt agy. Then, kiteorg jumpe blek this year time cousin's wedding the other cousin okayy dhe amek number aku tyme first meet tp x texting pon. lpas second meet kiteorg jdi rpt enth cmner leh rpt kiteorg start texting, calling, chatting and ape lgi tah kenn. And now dhe da jd sbahagian drpd idop aku, 'I' REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME. dhe tmpt aku luahkn sgala-galanye. THANKS FOR BEING MY SHOULDER
Aku tgah dlm mood HAPPY & EXCITED & SCARED bcause today aku akan jumpe dhe lgi. HAHA tetiba terselit gak SCARED enth npe tah. i wish you will make something for me when i'm arrive there dhe slalu ad utk aku, tyme sdeh, gmbira, mrh and ape tah lg. dhe sbr sgt2 lyn krenah aku yg mcm ape tah ni. Pffft T____T aku happy gila klau dhe text or call aku. i feel there is someone who really take care of me I appreciate it ! thank you :) this is the song that we're always dedicate each other. hahax

bahagia ku rasa

di saat kita brdua brsama

memndg buln trang

mnyaksi bintang bintang

kau seru akulah

pelangi cintamu

#kimia-EmeldaAhmad

that is just a part of the song. i lost my idea sounds boring rite rite ? my wish & hope :>

• never leave me alone 
• be my side when i'd be ur "cengeng" gurl 
• accompany all my day 
• remember this word "no guy no tears" 
• "i'll always by ur side" take note! 
• always being a happy go lucky person 
• treat me fine like you always did 
• don't hate me when i did my silly offense 
• guide me when i'm lost 

Thats all my post for today. got to go for packing. till this finger touch the lappy again :> I LOVE YOU <3

I'LL THINK OF 

YOU

EVERY STEP OF

MY WAY

#Saturday 11/8/2012 1:35 p.m.